Chapter nine: I’ll be there for you…The summer day dawned bright and clear. Jamie woke up with his stomach in knots, convinced that he was making one of the biggest mistakes in his life. What if Edward didn’t really want this? What if he had just agreed to comfort Jamie?
Edward turned over in the bed and mumbled, “Whazematter?”
“Nothing,” Jamie said hurriedly.
Edward blinked, then struggled to wake properly. “You’re worrying again, aren’t you?”
Jamie didn’t deny it.
Edward rolled his eyes. He didn’t even bother saying anything, only pulled Jamie down into a deep, sweet kiss. “When will you learn?” he asked as he released Jamie. “When someone kisses you, it usually means that they like you. When they live with you, it usually means that they like you a lot, and when someone agrees to marry you, it usually means that they love you.”
“I know,” Jamie assured Edward.
“Then stop worrying! It’ll be a wonderful day, I’m sure of it!”
“You’re an optimist,” Jamie muttered.
Edward grinned. “It’s my wedding day!” he said. “I have a right to be optimistic, don’t I?”
“You’re going to get silly about it,” Jamie grumbled. “I hate it when you get silly on me.”
Edward rolled his eyes. “You are thoroughly unromantic,” he complained.
“That’s not true!” Jamie protested. “I’m just not romantic when it comes to myself. If it were Anne or Sara who were getting married, I wouldn’t be nearly this nervous.”
Edward kissed his nose. “Everything will be fine,” he assured Jamie. “Trust me!”
“I will,” Jamie agreed. “I have so far.”
Edward grinned. “Excellent. So, what are we going to eat this morning?”
Jamie grimaced. “Whatever you can find.
I’m not eating anything!”
“Nonsense!” Edward said. “You can’t get married on an empty stomach!”
“Edward, why are you talking in exclamation points?” Jamie demanded.
Edward laughed. “It’s my wedding day! I’m allowed to talk in exclamation points today, aren’t I?”
Jamie shook his head in amazement. “Who are you and what have you done with Edward?” he muttered.
“If I told you that I was my own twin brother and that I’d locked myself in the closet for the duration of the day, would it reassure you?”
“Considerably. I refuse to marry anyone but Edward, though, so you’ll have to let him out eventually. What’s your name, by the way?”
Edward considered for a moment. “Draco,” he said.
Jamie chocked. “
Draco?!” he spluttered.
“Did you actually
read the books?” Edward demanded.
“Of course I did! Draco’s the bad guy!”
Edward rolled his eyes. “You aren’t romantic at all, are you? Harry and Draco are secretly in love with each other, but no one knows because they can’t tell anyone for fear of the consequences. Depending on which version you read, one or both of them dies and they come out to the world.”
“That’s reassuring.”
“I’m not done yet. If you read the happy ones, they come out before they die and everyone else has to deal with it.”
Jamie stared at him. “You
do have things all worked out, don’t you?”
Edward shrugged. “I was a bit obsessed when I was younger. It’s not my fault.”
Jamie snorted. “Then whose fault is it?”
“Youtube’s,” Edward said instantly. “All the videos on there corrupted me beyond redemption.”
Jamie rolled his eyes. “Right,” he drawled. “I’m
still not hungry.”
“Nonsense,” Edward said briskly. “Tell you what.
I’ll cook this morning, and you will stay here.”
Jamie started to protest, but Edward brushed his words aside. “You are eating this morning, and that’s final,” he said firmly, slipping out of the bed and slipping into his old clothes. Jamie assumed that he would change before the actual ceremony. He gave Jamie another kiss, then vanished out the door and down the hall. Jamie fidgeted for a very long fifteen minutes, then gave up. He threw the covers back and pulled on his own old clothes. Properly dressed, or at least clothed, he made his way out to the kitchen. Edward didn’t look up as he entered, only said, “You were supposed to wait for me.”
Jamie shrugged. “I got bored,” he said. “What is this?”
“Food,” Edward said unhelpfully. “It doesn’t matter what it is, because you will eat it if I have to force-feed your myself.”
Jamie grimaced. “You’ve made your point,” he said dryly. “I’ll eat.”
“Good.”
Jamie ate, though he couldn’t have said what it was that was put on his plate. Edward didn’t comment, but he waited until Jamie couldn’t eat another bite, then speared the rest of his food and slipped it onto his own plate. Jamie left the kitchen and walked with slow, measured steps back to his room. He looked at the outfit that he’d picked up the week before, wondering just why he’d ever thought that he wanted to dress up. He hated dressing up.
He slipped the suit on, reminding himself that he was doing this for Edward. Edward wanted him to look nice, so he had purchased the first suit he’d ever owned. He ran a bush through his black hair, making sure that it was even on all sides. Then, thinking of nothing else to do, he sat down heavily and took out a book. It would take his mind off things, at least for a little while.
He couldn’t read forever, and when Edward rapped on his door, he put it down reluctantly. He pulled open the door and looked up the half-inch into Edward’s face. Edward was looking at him appreciatively. “You look nice,” he approved.
“So do you,” Jamie said. “I hate my outfit, though.”
“It’s good to see you dressed nicely for once,” Edward protested. “You should do it more often.”
Jamie grimaced. “I hate dressing up. I always have.”
Edward rolled his eyes. “Well, you look fabulous whether you like it or not.”
“So says you,” Jamie muttered. Edward rolled his eyes, then reached out for Jamie’s hand.
“It’s time to go.” Some of the playfulness had left his voice, and Jamie realized suddenly that Edward was as terrified as he was. He forced a smile onto his face.
“Then let’s go.”
They walked the short blocks to the temple, where they’d agreed without even negotiating to have the ceremony. After all, what better place was there to have a marriage that wasn’t even officially recognized preformed? Jareth was waiting for them at the door, dressed in his best as well. Jamie bit back a snort at the sight of the many different cultures represented by Jareth’s outfit, from the crucifix around his neck to the tiny replica of a sacrificial knife belted to his waist.
“You ready?” he asked.
Jamie took a deep breath, then nodded. Jareth grinned, his pearly white teeth clashing with the darkness of his complexion. “You’ll see,” he promised. “The two of you are made for each other.”
“Just get on with it,” Edward said tightly. “We’d rather not delay it too much longer.”
Jareth winked, then turned to Jamie. “There’s someone you might want to see before we get started,” he said. “She’s waiting in your office.”
Jamie frowned. Who could it possibly be? All of his friends had spoken to him over the last few days, so there was no one who would need a private word. Maybe they had something to give him?
“I’ll get back as soon as I can,” Jamie said, turning to Edward. “It shouldn’t take too long.”
Edward nodded, a little stiffly. Jamie looked at him closely. “Hey. If I’m not allowed to be nervous, then neither are you. When someone asks you to marry him, it usually means that he loves you.”
Edward smiled, only slightly shakily. “I’ll remember that,” he said. “Go find out who it is.”
Jamie headed around towards his office the back way, unwilling to deal with the crowds of people that would be in the main room. He slipped into the office through the back entrance, finding it occupied by a woman in a light green dress. She had her back turned towards him, obviously expecting him to come in the other way. He frowned. He didn’t
think he knew her, but there was something eerily familiar about her. “Um, Jareth said you wanted to see me?” he asked hesitantly.
She started, then turned to look at him. He gasped as he saw her face. It couldn’t be… could it?
“Estelle?” he whispered.
She nodded.
“How?”
She smiled. “Edward called me. He looked me up online and asked me to come. He said that you wanted me to come.”
Jamie nodded, speechless. How had Edward known that he’d been wanting Estelle here with him? The other man had done his mind reading act again, and Jamie didn’t know how to thank him.
Estelle seemed just as stunned as he was. She was looking at him closely, tilting her head to examine him from all angles. Finally, she said, “You’ve grown.”
“No I haven’t,” he protested. “You stop growing when you get into college.”
“Well, you look like you have. Maybe I’ve just shrunk.”
He laughed, and suddenly he was embracing her. She hugged him back, then pulled away. “We’re keeping you away from your fiancé,” she said. “I’ll talk to you after the ceremony, ‘kay?”
He nodded, then left the office the way he’d come.
He found Edward standing where he’d left him. Jamie slipped his hand into Edward’s. Edward turned to look at him. “Thank you,” Jamie whispered.
Edward relaxed fractionally. “I hoped that you wanted her to come. You said that the two of you were close.”
“I did. We were.”
Jareth grinned at the two of them. “It’s time,” he said. Jamie took a deep breath, then gripped Edward’s hand more firmly.
“We’re ready.”
They followed Jareth into the main room of the temple and towards the alter at the front of the room. It was as full of people as Jamie had feared. Anne and Sara were sitting with a slightly younger woman who Jamie assumed was Sara’s sister. David and Becca and them were scattered around the room, mingled with people that Jamie assumed to be Edward’s friends. Estelle had slipped in, standing near the back. None of Edward’s family had come, but Jamie could tell that Edward didn’t notice. He would later, but this wasn’t a time for sadness.
Jareth stopped in front of the alter, in between Jamie and Edward. He gazed out at the crowd, then smiled. It lessened some of the tension in the room.
“We’re here today to perform a wedding,” Jareth began. “It might not be properly legal in the eyes of the law of this amazingly glorious country, but it’s a wedding nonetheless.” There were a few peals of laughter, but they were quickly hushed. “There isn’t really a set of proscribed words for this,” Jareth continued, “but that doesn’t matter. What matters is that the two men who are standing before me love each other truly. They’ve had their troubles, just like everyone else has. Their troubles are far from over, but in vowing today, they are promising to face them all together. Both come from families that rejected them, but they have found a new family in each other.” There were tears running down Sara’s face as she listened, though Anne’s eyes were dry. Jamie wasn’t surprised: he’d never seen Anne cry. It didn’t matter. The fact that she was watching and not reading anything at all told him how important this was to her.
“That’s all I have to say in terms of a sermon, so we’ll go on to the vows. Jamie Calhoun, do you take Edward Howard to be your wedded husband? Will you love him, comfort him, honor and keep him, in sickness and in health, for richer, for poorer, for better, for worse, in sadness and in joy, to cherish and continually bestow upon him your heart’s deepest devotion, forsaking all others, keep yourself only unto him as long as you both shall live?”
Jamie took a deep breath and looked straight at Edward. “I do,” he said firmly.
Jareth repeated the question, addressing it to Edward. “I do,” Edward stated.
“I now pronounce you wedded in the bonds of true love. You may exchange kisses.” Jamie didn’t hear the scattered laughter at this slightly untraditional conclusion to the ceremony. He was too busy kissing Edward. As he looked into the other man’s eyes, he saw such love reflected in them that he shivered. They were exchanging more than rings and kisses that day: they were exchanging pieces of their soul. Jamie would always have Edward in him, and Edward would always have Jamie. It was irrevocable and magical. As long as they both shall live indeed.
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